Today I had no school. So what I did today… Homework… Chapter review questions, multiple choice, logic questions, review, read, and study. I pretty much got everything done even my homework that is due on Friday I finished it.
I miss my bf… He hasn’t been really home the whole day… Every time he’s home… It’s so sad that he’s always in his own world watching his shows, when we go out… Same thing. We haven’t really gone out in a while… The last time we went out was two months ago. Iono I kinda don’t want to go out celebrating our anni or just us 2 in general because it doesn’t seemed that important to him. (I know it’s sad!) I have like a list of plans but I rather not do it coz he rather spend his time partying, djing, etc. what’s the point of having fun if your the only one having fun.
Lately things are been different. Iono this whole week I stayed home. He doesn’t even invite me to go out or even force me to go out anymore. Usually he will force me to go out because ive been in the house for the past two days. Yeah I have school and stuff but what if I’m ahead with my studies, and homework? I miss him joking around with me, being cuddly, Iono I guess things do change. It’s just kinda sad…
I just want him to text me when I’m at school… Or even when I’m not with him. I want him to at least make plans (not all the time) just us 2. Have a talk one in a while, checking up on me time to time….
